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you are the sun,
spectacles all around,
brighter than you, none,
i was lost, bt nw im found,

you are the one,
whom i waited life long,
more special than you, none,
for u,my love grow strong,

im wishin to be with you,
day n nite, today n tomorrow,
im wanting to hold you,
amidst the joy and the sorrow.

in my cold dark nite,
my blanket of hope, your are,
warm n bright with light,
no matter how close or how far,

this cirlce of white gold you see,
belongs around your vein of love,
so now im down on one knee,
and askin you, will you marry me?

my repanzil, let down ur hair,
but not to climb them, i desire,
i shot the witch n built u a stair,
for ur lovely tresses, have set my heart of fire,

my lovely snow white,
ditch the dwarfs, n with me, run away,
i’ll kiss u when ur awake, day and nite,
for u’ll always be the fairest in everyway.

my red riding hood,
stay back home with me,
we will use dhl across the wood,
and you’ll hav big bad wolf for dinner with me,

my Cinderella, i will be your prince
from your ugly step sisters, i’ll save you,
ur my princess, n for that i need not, a shoe to convince.
and we will live happily ever after, me and you.

i’ll miss your beautiful face,
that’s all i’ll ever think about, everywhere, every place,
i will miss ur heavenly smile,
no matter how far, how many a mile,

i’ll wait for u, all the time, every day,
thunder and lightning  cudnt change my way,
never will we part, in my heart,
even if we are time and oceans apart,

you make me feel, so damn special,
similar,  i never felt,  never i shall,
a world of happiness, i wanna give you,
a universe of love, only for you,

come hell or water high, i’ll be here,
when ever u may need me, always around, always near,
till worlds collide, or of breath, im out,
endless my love, inside and out.

15th. june, 08

my whole world revolves around u,
everytime i breath, n everytime i blink,
i think of us, and a millions things we’ll do,

slips the ground, from under me,
when our lips sync.
you are simply perfect for me,
in every way i cud think,

in a day, i fell so deep for u,
it makes my day, your words n ur smile,
and in that day you made me whole too,
my adoring lily of the nile,

a week had passd, since that day,
words fail to express what u mean to me,
even for a minute i wish not to be astray,
so im askin u for an eternity with me.

like a lifetime of hunger,
i starve for you,
the weight of the world im under,
but i could never tell u,

why i think of you,
everytime i blink my eyes,
to re-live that nite with u,
everynite, until i die,

my arms around ur waist,
with the many grooves we entwined,
the music, over us, interlaced,
you and me, the moment devine,

in a dress so glamorous,
you, beyond words, lovely n rare.
your legs, redefining lascivious,
to you, heaven wouldnt compare.

i want to, but i can never at all,
tell you, how perfect it was,
ur charms n charisma, me enthrall’d,
that night, n henceforth, with no pause

i told u rhymes of undying love,
gave you my heart, flowers n doves,
i wrote you poems, i wrote you songs,
i scremed my heartout, my feeling strong,

but like residue your filter them out,
you cant even hear me whisper when i shout,
a mere companion thats all i am,
a friend, as the rest of them, the same,

my world revolves around you, do u not see me,
i dreamnt this so perfectly, together,you and me,
but in your world a mere spectator is all i am,
like six billion others, out there, just the same,

i see you as the one to make me whole,
souls entwined, eternity, heaven and all,
but the “us” you see is so simple and plain,
like any random two people, just the same,

Another year has gone by..

i feel like i have done too much or certain things and too little of others .

i spent..

122 days sleeping.

31 days traveling (buses, trains, walking)

26 hours running

30 hours in the gym

46 days on the internet ( mail, blogs, research, studies)

33 days watching TV series

20 days in shopping malls ( fast food places, movies, etc..)

30 days in college(lectures, tutorials etc)

thats 338 days i can account for..

the remaing 27 days. i did stuff i cant recall or i did nothing..

http://songza.com

A site created by Aza Raskin that allows you to listen to any song from any artist online( i think via youtube), share it with friends, put the songs on your blog, create playlists, you have to see it to believe it!!!

The idea came to him while he was showering(no surprise there) . He have done a marvelous job of bringing the idea to life. According to Aza the content is provided using a “human interface” , its simple and easy to get around.

The site is free, there is no registration, or any other unnecessary steps. its lets listen to that song you been dying to hear instantly. You can’t download the songs but with connections speeds increasing by the day who needs it.

There is also an firefox extention that comes with it allowing users to search via browsers.

YES!! YES!! i was that close.

i have the pics to prove it !!!!! . just check out it out at my picasa web albums. the show was awesome .. unbelievably awesome. i was on the third row ,in the head bangers zone.

They started off as usual with “sleepwalker” from the new album. Dave also did a little bit of talking, at first about the California fires and then he said he wanted to learn how to say “hello” in singaporian hehe. which he fingured was just “hello” as everyone he met spoke in english.  Oh and he did speak some french too.  :D  ” A Tout Le Monde” .

The band did alot of songs from the new album. including “washington is next” and “gears of war” and plenty of undying old stuff like “she wolf”, “hanger 18″, “in my darkest hour”, “tornado of souls”,  “take no prisoner”,  “symphony of destruction”, “peace cells”.

He concluded with “holy ‘mechanix’ wars”. thats the song machanix in the middle of the song holy wars. If u watched the download festival this year you would know what i mean.

The concert lasted over 2 hours and i had the time of my life. 

They have accomplished so much.. over years. house loans, personal loans.. credit cards, debit cards… that being said.

I am having an apparently unresolvable issue with my debit card(VISA). Previously the card has proven very useful to me, with me being abroad and being a student an all. But the last 2 months i have had some losses because of it, alot more than usual that is. (profit to the bank of cause ).

On a normal day, first i would check the balance(BML gain 10rf) , then withdraw(BML gain 25rf).Even on a normal day the balance would not be very accurate. Calculating the account balance is a very complicated process, there are alot of complex algorithms involved and given the intelligence of the accountants and the processing power of their servers, the balance is shown to the user with a + or - 2000rm error margin. So in the end i might end up checking the balance a few more times(BML gain 10rf for each) and withdrawing a few more times(BML gain 25rf each time).

On a problematic day, which is what i have been having for the last 2 months. I would check the balance(BML gain 10rf), withdraw… Ooops. “Insufficent balance”. to double check i would check my balance again..Ooops! “Insufficent balance”.. Then i would call home(Overseas call) check weather my allowance have been deposited. After confirmation check again!. same problem. I would check a couple of times . give it a few more days, check a couple of times again before calling home. and everytime i check, to display the message “insufficent balance” BML gains 10rf.

So someone from back home will go to the bank the next day, talk to some one there and the problem will be solved. I can withdraw. Was the money there? Yes. Why couldn’t i withdraw? I violated a credit act. How? Why? Cannot give u the details its confidential.

The following month. same problem. I don’t know how i am violating the credit act but every time i deposit money to my account it freezes, and before i can withdraw, i have to check balance several times, try to withdraw that many times and someone have to go to the BML main branch and unfreeze my account.(with some drama ofcause).